Actually, it is a second writing for this title. Hmh... Luckily, i am a patient person. Okay starting about my big brother. I have a trouble with him this afternoon. It was cause of my badly aunt which came to my house to complaint about his son. Actually, i asked his ugly son to take a bath before he go to attend my family ceremony. He said that he has done it, but i saw contrary so i asked it again. I didn't know with what happen at his house when he asked his mom to take a bath. But, a few minutes later, his mom came to my house with an angry face. She talked much about this problem and trying to stimulate my memory about the past thing. GRRRRRRR.... at one second, it really burned my heart. I accepted her challenging. Then, my brother came in to the area to be a hero. He gave me a five at my face and leaving a scar on it. I promised to my self that it will never happen again. I will never accept his apologize. I have known about all the consequence that i will get before i make a decision.
Felt independently, no friends, no family. There are only me and my activity. No another, no pain. I promised to make limited area to another. I have released all my dream. I will fight my freedom. Until, i died. Closing my ears and eyes with all of it. I used to live like this since a few years ago, there are no problem and i am happy because i have reached everything my heart want. The most important thing that i have fulled my necessary to actualization my self, the highest necessary in Maslow pyramid.
My mind has shaped before i make this decision. It has been an conviction in my head and flowing like water in my blood. The hardest rock they give me, The hardest heart and mind will be shaped. They have trained me be stronger than before. Although, they are my enemy, i want to say thank you very much. Now, there are only me and my activity. Being a good doctor is my passion then it come from my heart. The bizarre thing, i felt fly... there is no weight... I don't know when it will be ended. Hopefully, they will open their heart and mind to bring back my freedom. Although, i have cried many times, but i am satisfied with everything that i have gotten.
I can't explain about my feeling now. I am sad because the man who had done it to me is my brother, but i am happy, i know where i was standing now. I know what the game that they have played. The most useful, i know that in loneliness i have a big strong to get my freedom back. Knowing who my enemies were and who is the king of my self.
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