GRATEFUL IN GOD

Here me back again to my netbook on the Friday midnight. I am on my duty, first duty in Kendari actually. Hmh… I felt so happy with this, near from my parents and do my dream full of my heart. Alhamdulillah ya Rabbal alamin… Big thanks I sent to you GOD as my grateful with everything that you have given to me.  There are many lucky thing that I accepted in my live. First of all is my parents. Both of them have a kind behavior with a high sense of humanity. They had learned us to be humble with everyone we met, and spraying love to another. Beside that, they also teached me to finish my obligation on scheduled. Yea… I recognized that my mother is the most disciplined mom in the world. Since we was a child, she was used to made our daily list activity. She made us  handing our big religious obligation which we do five times a day. Trust me that sholat in five times a day regularly can arrange your daily activity on scheduled. Beside that it will give you composure in your heart and mind. There is no doubt and frightened in your live. Everything flowed like water. Then about my father, he is a sporty man and humorist. He is very care to all of our necessary. He never said no to our asking. He…3x… It really makes me easy to ask anything to him.

Then, I love both of my brother. They are very kind as same as my parents. They also have big responsibility on their self. We always give support each other in many side of problem. Then, I am very proud with their achievement in education. My big brother had graduted his master from University of South Australia (UNISA) and my lil brother had graduted his study at university with outsanding students degree. I am very lucky to have them.

Living as my self is a Godsend. I have planted independently on my self. I thought that we can do everything in our live if we believe and want to make the realization of it. Training our self second by second with a clearly destination, in carrier, social live, and family. Sometimes, we need to act like a deaf small house lizard. This based on little inspirative stories which talking about a small house lizard which can reach impossible peak with irresponsive to another negative perception about it’s goal. Starting from a competition among little house lizard to reach a high present. All spectators hesitated all constestant’s ability to reach it because the destination is really high and the area is too slippery. They only talk in pessimistic word to the contestant. A few hour passed, one by one of the contestant is turn down from competition area. Then, there are only three contestants left. But, spectators confused that they still hassle to reach it. “C’mon… what you want to take it, the destination is too high. Look around to another contestant, they had turned down. Oh… this is impossible thing.” They still give pessimistic word to the left contestant. Then, one of them turned down finally. The competition was still run and they still said the pessimistic word. “Oh… your friend has turned down. Better both of you to give up because it is an imposible thing”. Spectators succeeded to make one of them turn down again. It means that there was only one left. Spectator still do the same, but it run through the area. Most of them laugh with it’s hassle, but it didn’t care with all of they have said. It run, run, and run. Then, finally, the left one contestant had reached the impossible destination. Spectators surprised with it. They want to know about it far. Amazingly, they can’t believe that it was a deaf little house lizard. Yea… it really has high value for us to reach our destination. Sometimes, we need to be deafness in face it. I believe that deafness condition of this lizard is a Godsend. That’s why, Don’t be desperate to your weakness. We must to say thanks to everything that  we have because we are uniquely in our weakness.