I have never made a discussion to all of my friend about medical long time. I only stayed at home, searching and browsing in the internet. I closed my self to another like a bird which has going out from it’s community. I realized that I felt empty, sickness, and alone. I have tried to built another relationship, but the result is same. Now, GOD has given me the truth way of me. I know my self finally.
In once afternoon, my blackberry ringed. It’s alarm special for facebook notification. I opened it. Actually, it came from general medical doctor community. Then, I read the wall one by one. Attractively, all the information is very important which talk about cured and disease. Then, this information came from another doctor. Oh my GOD, I felt be a foolish person at that time. It opened my insight directly that I only have a little knowledge. My heart fulled of shyness and jealousness. It motivated me to study hard. Alhamdulillah… Because of this, I have made a group from my own university then I have joined a general group which it’s member come from another university.
I also have arrange another planning. Reading many medical books and journals, understanding it then rewriting it. My mind has imagined to look for many tools to get it. Maybe I need to go to the library to get it or sitting in front of my computer to search and browse on the internet. My spirit have been burned by shyness and jealousness. It stimulate me to think, think, and think again. Felt thristy of knowledge then want to drink it much.
Some people said that shyness and jealousness are bad. Both of them are included in heart disease. It will produce wrong behavior such as: tried to broke his/ her character whom has more ability or made limited relationship to her/him. I think all of our respond is depend on our mind. it needs good self management actually. Contrary, used shyness and jealousness as motivator. Creating many way to improve your ability. Be confidence and don’t be lazy. Push harder your spirit to get the target. Let’s think that we can improve our ability with learning and training. Never said that we don’t have enough talent to do it. I absolutely disagree with it because getting success need talent only 1% then hardwork 99% (Thomas Alfa Edison). Adding from me… praying 100%.
In once afternoon, my blackberry ringed. It’s alarm special for facebook notification. I opened it. Actually, it came from general medical doctor community. Then, I read the wall one by one. Attractively, all the information is very important which talk about cured and disease. Then, this information came from another doctor. Oh my GOD, I felt be a foolish person at that time. It opened my insight directly that I only have a little knowledge. My heart fulled of shyness and jealousness. It motivated me to study hard. Alhamdulillah… Because of this, I have made a group from my own university then I have joined a general group which it’s member come from another university.
I also have arrange another planning. Reading many medical books and journals, understanding it then rewriting it. My mind has imagined to look for many tools to get it. Maybe I need to go to the library to get it or sitting in front of my computer to search and browse on the internet. My spirit have been burned by shyness and jealousness. It stimulate me to think, think, and think again. Felt thristy of knowledge then want to drink it much.
Some people said that shyness and jealousness are bad. Both of them are included in heart disease. It will produce wrong behavior such as: tried to broke his/ her character whom has more ability or made limited relationship to her/him. I think all of our respond is depend on our mind. it needs good self management actually. Contrary, used shyness and jealousness as motivator. Creating many way to improve your ability. Be confidence and don’t be lazy. Push harder your spirit to get the target. Let’s think that we can improve our ability with learning and training. Never said that we don’t have enough talent to do it. I absolutely disagree with it because getting success need talent only 1% then hardwork 99% (Thomas Alfa Edison). Adding from me… praying 100%.
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